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First entry.Had my first meeting with Dr K my assigned therapist because apprently I'm crazy.Didnt talk about much but kept on asking about my childhood and how I grew up.I think what happened to me made me stronger, smarter, and above all else wiser. Like yeah I do get angry sometimes and destroy things but that's only because people PUSH me to that point

Whatever.The bullshit part of it all is that he gave me homework of writing my thoughts down to "express myself" which I already do so I don't get the point. Luckily I only have a few months of doing this.

My dad is so fucking annoying. He keeps on bothering me about what colleges I'm looking at. Keep tellin him the same goddamn answer. How many times do I have to repeat myself to you imbecile people. It's bad enough he tells me that I have to get out the house more this summer. But what the fuck is there to do?!?! Outside of working what more could I do? Someone tell me please cuz I have no fuckin clue. I don't even know what I want to do after school. I got a job working at Shake Shack but I don't want to do that shit for years and years on end. I'm much better than that. That's for people who wants to do nothin with their lives, no goals, and no dreams. I can't be like that.

I REFUSE to be like that!

School's almost over and I'll be graduating in like a week. I don't know what I want to do with my life but I don't want to be around here. My environment that is.It's so much bullshit and my family is just the fuckin worse. All I hear is arguing and fighting and I really can't take it. I don't know what else to talk about, Dr K gave me a paper in our last session that has questions for me to answer.

Today, besides getting on the bus and listening to music in the morning (and not eating anything because why would I?) I didn't do much but talked to some friends and go to classes. The saving grace however was Lexie(Liz) She caught me staring which sounds more creepy than it was. Does she think I'm creepy now? Probably.

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Second meeting with Dr. K. He asked the usual therapist gargain "How was your week? How are you feeling? What was 1 good thing that happened this week and 1 bad thing?" .

I feel like nothing changes with me to give a different answer other than "Good" and make everyting else up. I'm not crazy What's really crazy is my parents are the ones that's crazy and need therapy. But nope let's focus on HIM. I have my graduation later this week and we have to announce what school I'm planning on going to tomorrow. I applied to 3 which is XXXXXX, YYYYYY, and ZZZZZZ for art because I like drawing and that's the only thing I enjoy. I don't know if I'll even get accepted. Things typically never end up working out.

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